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an accident just waiting to happen.
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fall is here,hear the yell
back to school,ring the bell
brand new shoes,walking blues
climb the fence,books and pens
i can tell that we're going to be friends.
school school school school
oh dear. well i fell in love with mat kearney, some guy who opened for john mayer the other day, we're gettting married by the way, john and i, and if that doesn't work out i'm going for mat, they're both amazing with the guitar, and mats got the piano down, and their voices are sweettah than suga so they're mine mine mine. three classes with a lameshit shit shit, bothered me for aboue 2 seconds but i wont let him make me have a bad year. i've got this and one more of highschool to go, and then i'm done with it forever no need to put myself in a bad moood eh? cigarettes are my new pal. this could be bad but i'm young my lungs and put up with me for a little while. school shopping is monday with the ladies, i get to spend all my own money, mother dearest doesn't love me anymore, no joke there. whatever life is swell as of this moment. i'm loving it.
i know im dead on the surface,
but i'm screaming underneath.
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[05 Jun 2006|08:49pm] |
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leg cramps hurt. you think a leg cramp wouldn't be something that you should concentrate on, when you should be trying to find a way to create world peace, but it is. everyone thinks about themselves before others. i guess a lot of people won't admitt it because it makes them seem like a bad person, but if everyones doing it then if you're not you're the only one left out. i can't say i dont put myself before others at times, because i do. i want to be able to say that i think of everyone else before myself but i dont. and even if i did, then by saying how much i thought about other people it would still be bringing all the attention right back to me. i honestly hate attention, it makes me nervous. i hate walking into rooms in school, or anywhere actually, when you dont' know who will be in there. but once again, no one cares that you're walking in. they're concentrating on themselves and they don't even know it. paying attention to your teacher is for your own good. so when i walk into a room and become nervous, and think everyone staring at me, they're not. or are they. i guess i wouldnt ever know because i dont end up looking up to see whos looking back at me. i wish that i could fly away above creepy kids in social studies classes. they just dont understand.
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[03 Jun 2006|03:35pm] |
mist curls my hair. flowers have dew drops on them, like when you get out of the shower and don't dry yourself well enough, theres small drops of water on your shoulders. its cold in my basement and i hate that in the winter, it comes in handy during the summer because its a place to hide like a dungeon, but im not being held captive. when it gets hot out i want to just run off to the beach and sleep or read or write, or take pictures. i miss the hot air on my back, even if too many bad sunburns will give me skin cancer too much of anything can give you cancer anyways so its unavoidable, unless you die in a car acciendent or something then you won't be alive long enough to actually get cancer. its sad when someone dies but most of the time a week later it's forgotten about, atleast thats the way it is with people now a day. if my dad died i would mourn, but how many people do you know that have had someone close to them die talk about them, that way they'll go to heaven? i sure dont know a lot, sure they have "RIP... so and so" in their profile, but does it honestly mean anything? i dont think so.
enough rambling for today. have a good one. recycle.
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oh livejournal i return to you. only due to one of my best friends and i being silly and enjoy reading things from back in the day, which eventually lead to the idea of starting again with them.
since i can last remember kristen and i were best friends, which in a way changed i love her to death of course but we dont hang out as much. its alright i guess but i do miss the silly girl.
lame boys are still the same as they always were, im craving summer because i need to get away from this all. school its not at its best, math grade = a f, so thats pretty sweet. everything else should be fine, im not sure about english though. its ironic because i have two different tutors for both of thoes classes, fancy that. speaking of tutors i just got a new one today, i think she was deaf at one point in her life, because shes speaks a little odd, which is also odd because megster lost her hearing this morning, it paralleled to her situation, but im sure she will not be a 28 year old tutor with a speech impediment.
my father as a girlfriend, but its not working out for him, but then again he still has someone, my 12 year old brother has someone, and my mother has someone as well, i'm just out of it family wise, but i guess you could say i'm fine with it.
i love the beatles, i dont think i can stress that enough. i've gotten so into dresses its amazing, they're my latest crave and i'd love to be the only gal with em, which i know is not possible but its a great thought.
today i hung out with chelsey, and when i closed my eyes i was happy to see a black inside of her and a white line inwhich daisys grew out of, it was her skeletal system, and a lovely sight indeed. ther was also a flower drawn onto her nose but when i pushed her nose and said flower it went away.
i enjoy nights where life makes sense, and i'm not freaking out over something stupid or someone upsetting. i love the rain like today and wearing slippers on main roads. i also love movie nights with a certain best friend,and then TIVO-ing the movies again later on.
thats all for now loves. enjoy.
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[05 Sep 2005|01:26pm] |
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yea. i duno. life is shit.
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[27 Aug 2005|11:47am] |
yea. so i havent written in forever X 7328014721
because of computer troubles and such. also because of my amazing trip to nh with the best ever.
schoooool starts on thursday everyone get ready for the amazing-ness of reunions.
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[09 Aug 2005|01:50pm] |
hum yea that insane ammount of pictures i had?
gone. every single one of them. over 1,000 of them.
all gone.
Pictures of :
pictures of kf and jonah, of chrissy + me + you having a ball
pictures of when i got my braces off
when i got my hair cut
florida, on rides, off rides, liz's baby cousin
my and liz playing dress up.
yea and a lot more. i'm really upset right now.
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[07 Aug 2005|09:12pm] |
In florriiiddaaa.
like hundreds of pictures to share when i get home.
left on thursday? comming back tuesday.
hanging out with my loveees has been almost the best part of summer yet.
Ohhhh and a quci update :
Chrissyyyy is probably one of the coolest kids ever.
Kristen is more miss-able then you could ever imagine.
Feet reunions are are going to be awesome...
BRACES = off.
Hair = cut, and looking prettyyy nice.
<33.
missing you all.
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[28 Jul 2005|02:18pm] |
 pictures from the other weekend
( ++ a few )
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[23 Jul 2005|11:11am] |
fucking insane night with the girls.
limo to providence place, out to eat...
shoppping then a sweeeeeet night with claud, jules ++ courty.
Summer Timmee <33 X3789w1738971923
pictures later lotssss.
[i <33 sand angels]
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[16 Jul 2005|11:02pm] |
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Hows yours summer?
good i guess i look for babes all day every day, lol
sounds like a fun fun summer! So you haven't found any babes yet?
no u r a babe
you make me laugh boy.
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[15 Jul 2005|10:26pm] |
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I have so many pictures from 2 crazy nights in newport,
plane rides to south carolina, trips to westport and much more...
but i had to wake up at 3:45 this morning, and it seems like its 1 already,
even if its like 10:30. anyway heres a few pictures for a preview.
( who knows how long i've loved you )
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[13 Jul 2005|01:40am] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MURRRIISSSA.
[ BIG.FOOT.]
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[11 Jul 2005|12:03am] |
hummmmm who is comming down TODAY?
COURTNEY EVANS IS!!!!!!!!
I CAN NOT WAIT TO SEE MY LOOOOVEEE.
how did i last so long with out her?
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